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i wiLL aCcepT iT!,.
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f0r 0uR "fuTure",..
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sUpLadiTah Said:
on May 31, 2008 at 9:29 am
My dearest child,
I’m sorry for reading your blog. I really have write an answer with this. I love you very very much and it makes me sad to read that you are hurt and confuse. Remember, mama is here for you and always here to listen to you. Things happens sometimes because it really doensn’t meant for you. You just have to cherish the nice things and learn from the mistakes. Focus on your goal and I really assure you, from my experiences, you find the right person for you. Relationship is both ways, ok. Don’t worry, everything will be alright Anak. Tatay and I are very proud of you, and will always be here for you and Sean. Love you very much,
Mama