MY FiRST CREEPY EXPERiENCE iN COLLEGE. :((

I believe in ghost, ghost stories and anything that’s goes within other dimensions aside from the world we’re living.

To start with my story, I was in our school for a meeting with our Dance Troupe. We had a lot of talkings, gossips and other stuff until the S.A. that is in charge tell us that the room we are in should be closed by that time so we went outside and continue our business on the stairs. By that time I feel goosebumps all over my body, I just thought that it might be the effect of staying in an airconed room, that’s why I feel that way. Anyway, our coach again start talking about the agenda of the Dance Troupe, while the other dancers were sitting on the stairs, i’ve decided to just stood up to see the expression of others. I didn’t notice I’m the only one who was facing at the view outside. Then suddenly I heard cats making noises and then I saw a black figure speed up tracking the east way, I was then start talking to myself saying WTF was that? I kept on telling myself that it was only a bat, just a little larger than a normal one. But after remembering each scene, I’ve make up my mind that it’s in human form, because it has a head and a body but how could a human run in 40-50km to that area, we’re on the second floor of the building. how CREEPY?! after that scene, I heard noises within the area, I saw that other dancers were making faces, because they had heard the noises but luckily they didn’t saw that figure because it will cause a lot screams, yells coming from them that might surely bring alarm to the security or personnels whom were still at the school. I kept it into myself until we were about to went home, near the gate I had confessed what I saw, they were like Chesca, was that true?, I replied, Yeah!, I promise.

I just notice that the more were talking about it, the more goosebumps I receive, it’s like paralyzing my whole body, I also feel that my body was so heavy, like there was a boulder on top of my head until I was in my friends house to get my stuffs and went home. I could still feel the weird feeling. Being so desperate to end that kind of feeling, I prayed the Apostle’s Creed, while praying, I felt heat all over my body that was leaving through my skin, I feel the that there was something escaping my body, before i knew the weird feeling was gone. Thank God I remember that if you encounter something very unusual, and thinking that it was or were an entity coming from the outside world were living, you must pray the most powerful prayer for that, The Apostle’s Creed.

I am a Roman Catholic, but I will admit that i don’t have 100% service to the Lord Almighty, but he will always have my 100% faith on him! I praise and Love GOD!.

it’s your decision if you will believe me or not!.

I’m just expressing my feelings and experiences through my blog.

THANK YOU!! .. sAh eNyuU La’At .. fWenDs..

++ i wUd LyK t0 tHank tHe pErs0nS wh0 mAdE mY “18th bDay” [FebRuArY 20, 2009]
s0opEr mEMorabLE ++

._ EarL _.

- oRgAniZer nG bDay q0e & nAg-

iHaw nG fiSh, pNka-nAabaLa sAh

La’aT ..

._ cAndiCe _.

- asSt. oRgAniZer,

ph0t0gRapEr, Rec0rdEr ..

._ Chin0 _.

- nAgLut0 nG mAsArAp nAh

ad0b0, tAnGgEr0ng LginG tiNatAaSan

aNg tAgAy, nGsuNdo sAh siS q0e ..

._ fRanCis _.

- nGaLa2y skiN nG LciNg nQu0 ..

._ cAayA _.

- nG-iHaw nG fiSh kSaMa ni eArL ..

._ JoNeL _.

- KsMa ni Chin0 sumuNdo sAh aTe

q0e ..

._ ByRoN _.

- nGtur0 nG sTunts sAh

t0nyhAwks pRa mY maLar0 Lng aq0e ..

._ fRaNcEs, LizeL, miTch _.

- nGhiNtAy hAnGgAng kAinAn kh8

LaTe nAh.. >(dBah kEu pNgLiTan ?)

._ eriCk _.

- aStiG nAh kaLAro sAh pS ..

._ si tTa _.

- tMuLoNg diN sAh gAwaiN nLa..

>>sPeCiaL tHaNx ..

.sAh mGa nGbiGay nG spEeCh:

-J0neL,EaRL,Chin0,Byr0n,FranCiS,cAayA

.sAh mGa kaLaRo q0e nG PS:

- si J0neL,Byr0n,EriCk,fRanciS,Chin0,

caAyA ..

.sAh mGa kUmAuSap sAh siS q0e:

- kUnG cNuh uNg mGa un, tHx!

.sAh vEnuE pLa :

- sAh hauZ nLa EarL ..

tHaNxz’ .. sAh pLaCe

.MaTad0r :

- sAh pAgLaCiNG sKin ..

>> at uNg mGa nGwa neU nAh di

QoE naMeNti0n,,

tHanKx !!! ..

.’ x0bRaNg nAabaLa q0e kEuNg

La’At .. s0we pFu!! .. aNd tHank y0u

sAh La’at ng eFf0rts nEu ..

.’ kH8 nEw fWends nEu pLaNg aQ0e ..

dMi q0u nAh nAabaLa xEnyu ..

[KaiYak!! ..]

LaB’yUu oL !!! ..

cCpiAnS ..

hEr0ic tRagEdy ..

nEw f0uNd fRiEnDs ..

xÖxÖ ..

sTupiD hEart,..

h0w cUd i eVer LeaRn,.t0 m0ve 0n,.

sTupiD hEart oF miNe,.iT kEePs 0n faLLiNg evEn iF tHeRe’s n0 m0rE wh0m wiLL cAtch iT,.

aRgh,.

h0w cAn i piCk tHe riGHt 0ne?,.

1St,.tHe 0ne wh0 L0ves mE aNd aCcePt mE aS wh0 i aM,.bUt i cAn 0fFeR onLY is "fRiendshiP",.

2nd,.oR thE 0nE tHat i hAd a reLAti0nshiP wiTh b4 bUT hAs an0thER s0me0ne,.bUt stiLL cARes aNd d0es wHat he usUaLLy did bef0re t0 me,.

0r LAstLy (3Rd),.tHe 0ne wh0m i giVe my aLL bEst aNd d0es aLs0 t0 mE bef0re bUt hAS an0thEr s0me0ne in hiS LiFe,.aNd sTiLL cAn’t gEt 0ut 0f mY miNd,.

i Love thiS LaSt tw0,.unTiL n0w!

bUt i aM afRaid t0 bE huRT aGain,..

i d0n’t kn0w,..

s0 i wANt t0 giVE diZ 1St gUy a cHanCe bUt i d0n’t thiNk i cAn LeaRn t0 LoVE him,.

wHew,.i w0ndER iF i wiLL quiT geTtiNg int0 a reLati0nshiP,.f0r a whiLe t0 pUrsUe my dREams,.wiLL i eVEr fiNd s0me0ne wh0m i wiLL bE wiTh mE untiL i gET oLd??,..

oH LIFe!!!,.tHere aRe mAny qUesti0ns tHAt is nEeDed tiMe t0 kn0w tHe anSwers,…

bUt i cAn w8,.

iF tHat is God’s puRp0se aNd pLan f0r mE,.

i wiLL aCcepT iT!,.

c0z i kn0w,.eVerythiNg tHat haPpens t0 uS is a pRepaRation,.

f0r 0uR "fuTure",..

wiTh GOD’s c0ncERn oF c0uRse,..

t0 LeArN,…???

d0 i hAvE t0 sUfFeR aLL DiZ tHiNgs Bc0z oF mY LiEs,MiStaKeS,SiNs iN tHe pAsT,…??? oR DiZ iS a bLesSiNg???,..i Kn0w iT’s mAh fAuLt bUt wHy iS dAt i’M tHe 0nLy oNe wH0 iS sUfFeRiNg DiZ Pr0bLeM???,.. aM i dA 0nLy oNe wHo mAdE DiZ???,…

bUt aNywAy,…i d0n’T bLAmE aNy0nE,…OnLy GOD cAn bLAmE,..f0r mE 0nLy!!!

My BiGgEsT SiN,…f0r n0w

i tHiNk tHiS iS mAh BiGgEsT MiStAKe f0r mAh wHoLe LiFe,

t0 LoVe s0mEoNe dEepLy aNd t0 GiVe eVeRyThiNg t0 HiM

t0 LoVe HiM wHoLeHeArTeDLy aS iN 300% WiTh n0 d0uBt At aLL,

He’S tHe 0nLy pErs0n tHaT mAkEs mE cRy UnTiL n0w,…

iF y0u OnLy kNeW tHe pR0bLeMs tHat hE GiVe mE, i’M sUrE y0u WiLL bE s0RrY f0r mE,…

bUt WitH aLL tHaT cRiEs aNd hAtReDs,..

i sTiLL LoVe HiM,..

UnTiL n0w,…!!!

My Love

An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I’m all alone and the rooms are getting smaller

I wonder how, I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together
And oh my love
I’m holding on forever
Reaching for a love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again, my love
Over seas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again, my love

I try to read
I go to work
I’m laughing with my friends
But I can’t stop to keep myself from thinking

I wonder how, I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together
And oh my love
I’m holding on forever
Reaching for a love that seems so far
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again, my love
Over seas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again, my love

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You’re all I’m thinking of

I’m reaching for a love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again, my love
Over seas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again, my love

Addicted

I heard you’re doing okay
But I want you to know
I’m a dick
I’m addicted to you

I can’t pretend I don’t care
When you don’t think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I’m trying to forget that
I’m addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I’m addicted to you
Now it’s over
Can’t forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we’ve been through
I’m still a dick
I’m addicted to you
I think you know that it’s true
I’d run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don’t know why I’m still waiting
I can’t make you mine

[repeat chorus]

Heartbreaker
I’m addicted to you